SDOT YAM, Israel (AP) â Wrapped tightly around his forearms, the former Israeli soldier feels the snakesâ cold skin against his, and for a moment heâs able to breathe.
Itâs been nearly 18 months since he left the army after fighting in the , and the flashbacks and panic attacks havenât ceased. He was wounded in a Hamas missile attack on his military base, and said two of his friends â also soldiers in their 20s â died by suicide. This farm in central Israel dedicated to helping soldiers has been a lifeline, he said.
âIt doesnât matter if a plane goes by or if the drone goes by or if someone is yelling. ... Because Iâm here with the snake right now,â said the 27-year-old sergeant major, who called the experience grounding. Like other soldiers who spoke to The Associated Press, he insisted on anonymity to discuss private mental health matters.
is leaving a trail of , with a growing number suffering from mental health illnesses . Reports of post-traumatic stress disorder, depression and other mental health problems are increasing among soldiers, as are suicides.
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Israelâs defense ministry says it has documented nearly 11,000 soldiers suffering from âmental health injuriesâ since the Oct. 7, 2023, Hamas attack that triggered the war in Gaza. That accounts for more than a third of the total 31,000 troops with such injuries in all of Israelâs conflicts since its founding nearly 80 years ago. The ministry defines mental health injuries as PTSD, anxiety, depression and other mental health issues.
Suicides have also spiked. In the decade preceding the war, the number of soldiers taking their own lives in the army averaged 13 per year. Since the war, the number has risen, with 21 soldiers dying by suicide last year, according to the army. The figures â which account for active duty and reserve troops â donât include soldiers who took their own lives after leaving the military.
A report published by Israelâs parliament last month said an additional 279 soldiers tried to take their own lives from January 2024 through July 2025 but survived.
âThereâs now a genuine understanding that psychological injuries have profound consequences and that treatment is both necessary and practical,â said Limor Luria, deputy director general and head of the defense ministryâs Rehabilitation Department.
âWeâre seeing a generational difference," she said. "While many wounded veterans from previous wars never sought help, todayâs wounded are responding very differently.â
The army is scrambling to address the crisis, mobilizing hundreds of mental health officers. It has sent experts to the front lines to help soldiers during combat, established a hotline and provided group therapy sessions to fighters once theyâve left service. Yet experts warn Israel is not yet equipped to deal with the scale â a gap the rehabilitation department acknowledged, saying it impacts the entire national health system.
The of this war â with and reserve troops called up for â havenât allowed soldiers to properly heal, which could have long-term consequences for the country, said Tuly Flint, a trauma therapy specialist who has counseled hundreds of Israeli soldiers.
âThose victims of war, if not treated, lose the potential for personal and social development possible for them and may become a burden on themselves, their families and society,â he said.
Half a dozen soldiers who spoke to the AP, as well as psychologists who have treated fighters, said they lacked purpose, had difficulty concentrating or having relationships, and as the war dragged on, a sense of hopelessness set in.
Flint said some also suffered from what he called
âSoldiers come back asking themselves who are they after what theyâve seen and done, what kind of people are they?â he said.
Rescue animals help soldiers heal
The 27-year-old former soldier, who worked as a radio technician for about six months at the start of the war, said he came to the farm earlier this year because he felt lost.
A missile struck his base on the border with Gaza, badly injuring his back. After that, he was anxious, triggered by noise, constantly on edge.
âEverything got louder, like my aggressions, my yelling, my feelings, everything just went up,â he said â as though âsomeone broke the volume.â
Heâs receiving therapy from the army, but the farm has allowed him to heal in a different way, surrounded by others with similar experiences and allowing him to calm his mind by focusing on the animals, he said.
Nestled in the Sdot Yam kibbutz, the Back2Life farm is among several grassroots organizations stepping in to support the growing number of soldiers needing help. It was co-founded by Assi Nave and dedicated to his friend from an elite military unit, Amir (Dani) Yardenai, who suffered severe PTSD for years after fighting in Gaza in 2014, and died by suicide last year.
âDaniâs loss left me with the sense that heâs not the last one,â Nave said.
The farm has become an oasis for dozens of veterans who have participated in its sessions â which in addition to traditional counseling includes therapy with dogs and other animals â to the backdrop of chirping birds and clucking chickens. Former soldiers work with rescue animals, each helping the other to heal.
Psychologist Guy Fluman, who works with former soldiers and is among the mental health experts advising the farm on therapeutic approaches, said a major challenge veterans face is readjusting to civilian life and being with animals is grounding.
âYou need to help them resolve their memories, be able to live in peace with what has happened ... and on the other hand to reconnect them to life,â he said.
Stigma persists
One 31-year-old deployed in Gaza and the West Bank for a year said upon returning home everything was a struggle: His relationship ended and he had difficulty connecting with family and friends.
âI felt like I was back there,â he said âMy body is here, but my mind is not.â
He was among several veterans who told the AP he suffered from mental illness for years, triggered by fighting in Israelâs previous wars, yet this was the first time he felt comfortable seeking support.
âStigma around mental health persistsâ among soldiers, acknowledged Luria, the rehabilitation program director. âCombating this stigma is a top priority.â
âWeâre addressing it on multiple fronts,â including public campaigns and media outreach, she said, as well as programs designed to engage younger veterans, like rehabilitation farms and adventure sports.
A 32-year-old reservist who was assigned to collect bodies in southern Israel after the Oct. 7 Hamas attack in which some 1,200 people were killed and said his flashbacks were less connected to the sight of the decaying men and women but to the smell.
âI started to smell dead bodies ... all the time,â he said. Heâd get triggered changing his childâs diaper.
A therapist himself, he recognized the signs and sought help for PTSD. He then started working with others to help with the armyâs growing need.
He said the best way for soldiers to come forward is for their commanders on the ground to let them know that itâs OK.
âWhen the commander of the soldier says you can get help,â he said, âit works better and you have less stigma.â
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Natalie Melzer in Tel Aviv, Israel, contributed to this report.





